And then it hit me

And then it hit me

It seems for the last year and a half my life has been one challenge, accomplishment, change, celebration, setback and “learning opportunity” after another. I think for much of this time, that is how I have been operating as well. Taking things as they come, doing what I can and then moving on to the next. There have been some definite ups and downs all the while experiencing extreme versions of every conceivable emotion, fighting the urge to shut them down completely and just focus on tasks (I do this when stressed or overwhelmed).

And then it hit me last night. I am not sure what happened or why, but it was like a veil was removed from my eyes. Nothing about my life changed, just my viewpoint. My realization?

I truly and honestly love my life.

I have been so caught up in my daily actions, thoughts and plans, that I haven’t taken a step back to just breathe in far too long. I am glad I did last night. All the work, planning, worrying, happiness, pride, fear and uncertainties are all still there. But that is life. I am so blessed that when these moments of clarity do surface, my conclusion is that I do indeed still love my life. That is all a person can ask for.

Thank you to all of you that are a part of my life. It wouldn’t be the same without all of you.